Written by Nicholas Ruth
Intro | C#m |Verse 1:
C#m I don't wanna wake up E Can't cover up the pain with my make-up B All these strangers rip me to shreds A B The beauty of the internet C#m But I don't make it better E You know I never have my shit together B I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job A B I'm a disappointment to my momPre-Chorus
C#m Think that I might lose it E Damn I feel so insecure B If you ask me how I'm doing A One, two, one, two, three, fourC#m I'm alive and unwell E Some days I fucking hate myself B No magic pill is gonna help F#m But at least I'm thriving in hell C#m Yeah I'm alive and screwed up E Ruining everything I touch B I'm a hot mess, but guess what F#m I don't give a fuckPost-Chorus
C#m Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-oh E Alive and unwell B Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-oh F#m C#m Alive and unwellVerse 2:
C#m It is what it is, I am who I am E You can tell me what to do E But I won't listen B I'm a lost cause B I'm a bit depressed A B I'm the worst even at my bestPre-Chorus
C#m Think that I might lose it E Damn I feel so insecure B If you ask me how I'm doing A One, two, one, two, three, fourC#m I'm alive and unwell E Some days I fucking hate myself B No magic pill is gonna help F#m But at least I'm thriving in hell C#m Yeah I'm alive and screwed up E Ruining everything I touch B I'm a hot mess, but guess what F#m I don't give a fuckOutro C#m E B I'm alive and unwell, ohh F#m Alive and unwellPost-Chorus
C#m Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-oh E Alive and unwell B Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-oh-oh F#m Alive and unwell