A Em D I have to leave you behind A Em I know that sounds harsh D C But that's the reality A Em D I wish we had our old life A Em But that shit's impossible D C That's just reality F G A C#º/G I should have told you the minute you came F G A C#º/G But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain F G A C#º/G And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain F E Because that's what I always do A Em D But I made a pact with my moms A Em Under no circumstance D C Should I hear out Natalie A Em D Unlike you I keep my word A Em D C And promises I make become my reality F G A C#º/G You like to live your life blurring the lines F G A C#º/G Bending the rules to make yourself look better F G A C#º/G But all that I wanted was something concrete F E And to know for a fact you are real A E What I know is D I still love you Dm That's my reality A E You know D Dm I'd give anything to wake up with you next to me A E D You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies Dm A Far from reality E D And it felt like a dream Dm 'Cause it was ( A Em D ) A Em D Why do I always give in? A Em That is on me to change D C That's my reality A Em D I can't do this to myself again A Em D C I deserve someone who accepts reality F G A C#º/G I can't imagine rebuilding my life with you F G A C#º/G Constantly on the edge of what I know is true F G A C#º/G And you would string me along like you always do F E Knowing I will never let go