Written by Alexander Stewart / Adam Yaron / Rollo Spreckley
C I've been trying so hard to survive G Sometimes I think that I wanna die Dm I feel so fucking guilty cuz god F I'm so lucky to live my life C So I keep all the pain to myself G Losing faith but nobody can tell Dm Mom, I don't want you worried cuz that would just hurt me F So I pretend I'm fine C If you only knew G What my mind is telling me I should do Dm That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight F G I'm too sad to cry it's true C If you knew G All the shit my brain is putting me through Dm You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight F G I'm sorry but I need you C If you only knew C I wish I was somebody else G I'm constantly overwhelmed Dm Now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends F It's a silent cry for help Am Em I wanna get better, want you to know Dm F That I can't do this on my own C If you only knew G What my mind is telling me I should do Dm That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight F G I'm too sad to cry it's true C If you only knew G All the shit my brain is putting me through Dm You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight F G I'm sorry but I need you Dm Take me out of this hell F Oh, somebody help C Take me out of this hell F G Oh, I'm not myself C G I wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do Dm That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight F G I'm too sad to cry but I want to C Oh, if you only knew