Verse Cm Truth is I think about you often Bb I miss your voice, I miss your smile that I used to get lost in Gm I know you know I have this thing for you, I never lost it Ab I think I just lost myself, in the midst of the non-sense Cm 9 times out of 10, I'd close my eyes and dream about you Bb Don't know what it was, but you just had this thing about you Gm Lately we've been distant, see, I just can't be without you Ab And my soul got so attached to yours I can't be me without you Cm But, we hate ourselves because we run from the people we love Bb And we all hold on to the past 'cause we miss what it was Gm Don't wanna feel so we try to numbin' the pain with these drugs Ab Living in hell, 'cause we lost faith in the place up above Cm And my anxiety is breaking me, it kills me Bb I'm living in a world so fake, I lost touch of the real me Gm Had to take a look back, just to ask me if I'm still me Ab And would I still stand for this if they wanted to kill me? Cm I can't take it no more, I just can't take it no more Bb I can't smile like I'm okay, I just can't fake it no more Gm I can't act like I've been happy and complacent no more Ab 'Cause every time I try to change, it is the same as before Cm My karma's coming, my karma's coming, it's weighing in Bb I'm drinking till all my feelings just fade away again Gm And mama, she always told me "this ain't a way to live" Ab But, when you feel what I'm feeling that's just the way it is Cm I'm trying not to break down but I just can't hide this pain Bb Saw myself in the mirror and I'm just not the same Gm But who's to blame? I guess we all change Ab We hurt the ones we love because of our pain, fuck...Cm It's like, the more I try, the less I feel Bb In desperate need of something real Gm Why, lately I ain't been the same? Ab And why I try so hard to hide this pain Cm I search, but I can't ever find Bb Can't seem to leave my past behind Gm 'Cause all the ones I hope would stay Ab Are all the ones that fade awayCm It's like, the more I try, the less I feel Bb In desperate need of something real Gm Why, lately I ain't been the same? Ab And why I try so hard to hide this pain Cm I search, but I can't ever find Bb Can't seem to leave my past behind Gm 'Cause all the ones I hope would stay Ab Are all the ones that fade away